This morning I finally got home from a wonderful vacation in Paris : ) It was such an awesome experience and I’m so thankful that I got the chance to see another part of our wonderful world. While traveling for many hours, I had plenty of time to think. So, here’s a few thoughts:
During my interview at church I was asked, “Why did you decide to do this?”
For years & years now I have been dreaming of donating to charities and volunteering with different organizations. When I was in elementary school I dreamed of growing up and opening a homeless shelter. It would be a safe place for people to find shelter, but most importantly, themselves. I hoped that I would be able to help these people get their lives on track, so they could eventually find their own homes and families. And as I started considering what I might want to do with my life, I thought maybe I might want to be an oral surgeon so that I could work with Operation Smile to improve the lives of people suffering with cleft palates…(still pondering that one). Regardless, the thing I love the most is helping other people. This is what I’ve always dreamed of.
So, what have I been waiting for? One thing I’ve noticed is that what we want to do after we graduate high school becomes what we want to do after we graduate from college which becomes what we want to do after we establish a career which becomes what we want to do after we retire…you get the idea. We continually plan to fulfill our desires after this and that. Maybe I’m just young and narrow-minded, but I have to question why we push aside the things we dream of doing. I wish there was a less cliché way to say it, but there really is no time like the present. Do all the things you’ve always dreamed of doing, whether it’s visiting Paris, learning to play an instrument, going on a mission trip, scuba diving, riding a motorcycle, or getting a pet parrott…the list goes on forever. I’ve learned by planning this race that no dream is too big, so I think we should all live out our dreams and fulfill our desires. And why not start now?
Also during my flight, I finally had time to read a wonderful book called “Messy Spirituality”. This paragraph really caught my attention, so I wanted to share it.
“The ugly truth, however, is that many of us do not know how to rest. Actually, we do know how to rest; we simply refuse to rest. Rest is a decision we make. Rest is choosing to do nothing when we have too much to do, slowing down when we feel pressure to go faster, stopping instead of starting. Rest is listening to our weariness and responding to our tiredness, not to what is making us tired. Rest is what happens when we say one simple word: “No!” Rest is the ultimate humiliation because in order to rest, we must admit we are not necessary, that the world can get along without us, that God’s work does not depend on us. Once we understand how unnecessary we are, only then might we find the right reasons to say yes. Only then might we find the right reasons to decide to be with Jesus instead of working for him. Only then might we have the courage to take a nap with Jesus.”
Not that my 17 year old self is in a position to give anyone advice on how to live, but if I were I might say:
Dream big, act now, and don’t forget to rest.